11-29-2011

Today is the last day dad can read this. I love you dad and all I expect from you is for you to come home. I know you will, but be careful okay?

I miss you, what do you say to someone when they are as far away and in this much danger?

I miss you I love you, you are my hero my army dad. We all miss and love you here at home. We all wait until you come home, when you get your leave we will all be very happy very very very very happy to see you.

"I love you dad, I miss you dad. I wish you could come home and stay. I love you have a safe trip.

                                                                             Love your daughter Lea.

I wanted you to keep this pic in your mind, Have a safe trip dad. I love you.

Nov. 25.

Well this is a little early. We ave to do it early now because of dads time he cant read this if its posted at like five or six. Well I love you dad, I watched this movie last night it was awesome, This girl killed this guy cus she thought he turned her into the cops but really it was her boyfriend. At the end she dies and the dead guy comes back to life. The last words that she said was 'I just wanted to do one thing right.'

She died then. Her boyfriendd had shot her. She shot him back though, He died.

It was cool a lot happend. How are you? Is it cold yet?

"I love you dad! Night be safe.

                                                    I love you DAD.


                                                          

Tuesday nov. 22-2011.

I have not been on here in forever. Thats because I have been working on my book. I have 20,450. Words. I cant wait until I have all the words I need and I compleate my book! I know I can do it. Here is a pic of my day with my grandma and grandpa and my sisters,

                                                     That was the best pic of the arch we took.



Here is one of boo on the way there, We had just interd the city.

                                                     As you can tell Faith took the pic.



Grandpa is in this one.

                                           A gard took it.     



This one is of us three its the best on I think.

                                                    I was sick bealeve it or not.    



This one we were tuching the Arch!

                                          Do I look sick to you? Well I did not feel it right then.


This one is cool. It showes anyone can be a robot and look real.LOL.
            
                                                                                      
                                                  
                      

                                                    Indians. we are not very much but we do have indian blood in our family.  


Well there is a lot more but I have a book to wright and I need to get to it, 

DAD. I love you and wish you a happy Thanksgiving. I wish you were here. I miss you. I was thinking about you today. How you will not be here for Christmas, I love you and miss you.


                                                                                                                         

Friday nov. 18 2011

Today was so irritating grandpa told us last night it was OK to run the dish washer even if it was not full. Tonight grandma said not to run it if it was not full. Which one do I do? Do I do what grandpa said? Or grandma?

Grandpa says one thing and grandma says another. Then we get yelled at because they don't tell each other what they told us then they fight about it. Some times I feel like screaming.

I'm using a different computer so I don't have pic's of them anymore.:(


They are not always fighting they are loving and caring and they do not always yell but they do argue a lot.

Grandma and grandpa. I love you both. Tonight I did not mean to sound like you were bad people but you two tell us different things then get mad at us because we do what the other person tells us.  I love you both. And GRANDMA I cant be one of your friends cus I'm not linked to you so you have to friend me.




Mom. I got over 13,000 words!!!!!  I love you. Some times I don't think I'll make it but then I go up another thousand and I know I can! I love you mom.



Dad. I love you and want you to be safe. Your strong and can over come anything, Work hard and come home! I love you dad.

thursday nov, 17

Today was cold. Very cold. I am not sick anymore! I got to half  my book now. I have over twelve thousand words now! I have one week and six days left to get 25,000 words. This has not been the best week of my life. The month has not been easy,


DAD. I love you.

I think your very brave to be were your at. I love you and want you to be safe. I miss you very much. And love you very much.


Mom, I love you and I'm sorry if I dont make my dead line. I might not get 25000 words but I'll work heard and try my best. I love you very much.

Tuesday, 11-15-11

Well today has been alright. Mom woke me up so I could lock the door behind her. When she woke me up I felt fine. But when I got up at like one o'clock I felt horrible.

I found out from dad he is starting to get sick to. I HATE this time of the year. I'm only writing now because I have not in a while.

DAD,  Sorry your sick. I love you! I miss you. This is us together.
Dad I miss your hugs and kisses and just everything you do! Night have a safe day and night. Get as much sleep as you can. It helps to sleep off your cold. I love you and wait for the day you get home.

                                                                                                                                           Love Lea.

Saterday nov.12 --2011

Today was no better from yesterday or the day before.



Everyday has been horrible. Dad is in Afghanistan now and cents mom lost the baby's everything is sad and nothing is worth doing.

I miss the happiness and the laughter. The worst part is mom dose not think we understand, We lost our baby sister's or brother's to. You might have lost your baby's but we lost them to. I'm not blaming you though mom.

I love you. It is just your blog made me think you don't think we understand, I know how your heart feel's like it's broke in two, I let myself get attached and in the end it made me so sad. It is hard to hold myself together when I see a baby on t.v.. This by far is the worst year of my life.


Mom I love you I'm sorry that we are no help when it comes to the baby's. I miss them too. Even know they where not born I felt like the world crumbled. Mom I know this was not your fault I love you!





Dad if you can read this I miss you and want you to stay safe! I love you.                                                                                                                                     
                                                                                                                        Love your daughter  Lea.