Friday nov. 18 2011

Today was so irritating grandpa told us last night it was OK to run the dish washer even if it was not full. Tonight grandma said not to run it if it was not full. Which one do I do? Do I do what grandpa said? Or grandma?

Grandpa says one thing and grandma says another. Then we get yelled at because they don't tell each other what they told us then they fight about it. Some times I feel like screaming.

I'm using a different computer so I don't have pic's of them anymore.:(


They are not always fighting they are loving and caring and they do not always yell but they do argue a lot.

Grandma and grandpa. I love you both. Tonight I did not mean to sound like you were bad people but you two tell us different things then get mad at us because we do what the other person tells us.  I love you both. And GRANDMA I cant be one of your friends cus I'm not linked to you so you have to friend me.




Mom. I got over 13,000 words!!!!!  I love you. Some times I don't think I'll make it but then I go up another thousand and I know I can! I love you mom.



Dad. I love you and want you to be safe. Your strong and can over come anything, Work hard and come home! I love you dad.

thursday nov, 17

Today was cold. Very cold. I am not sick anymore! I got to half  my book now. I have over twelve thousand words now! I have one week and six days left to get 25,000 words. This has not been the best week of my life. The month has not been easy,


DAD. I love you.

I think your very brave to be were your at. I love you and want you to be safe. I miss you very much. And love you very much.


Mom, I love you and I'm sorry if I dont make my dead line. I might not get 25000 words but I'll work heard and try my best. I love you very much.

Tuesday, 11-15-11

Well today has been alright. Mom woke me up so I could lock the door behind her. When she woke me up I felt fine. But when I got up at like one o'clock I felt horrible.

I found out from dad he is starting to get sick to. I HATE this time of the year. I'm only writing now because I have not in a while.

DAD,  Sorry your sick. I love you! I miss you. This is us together.
Dad I miss your hugs and kisses and just everything you do! Night have a safe day and night. Get as much sleep as you can. It helps to sleep off your cold. I love you and wait for the day you get home.

                                                                                                                                           Love Lea.

Saterday nov.12 --2011

Today was no better from yesterday or the day before.



Everyday has been horrible. Dad is in Afghanistan now and cents mom lost the baby's everything is sad and nothing is worth doing.

I miss the happiness and the laughter. The worst part is mom dose not think we understand, We lost our baby sister's or brother's to. You might have lost your baby's but we lost them to. I'm not blaming you though mom.

I love you. It is just your blog made me think you don't think we understand, I know how your heart feel's like it's broke in two, I let myself get attached and in the end it made me so sad. It is hard to hold myself together when I see a baby on t.v.. This by far is the worst year of my life.


Mom I love you I'm sorry that we are no help when it comes to the baby's. I miss them too. Even know they where not born I felt like the world crumbled. Mom I know this was not your fault I love you!





Dad if you can read this I miss you and want you to stay safe! I love you.                                                                                                                                     
                                                                                                                        Love your daughter  Lea.

11-8-11

Today has been horrible. It has been gloomy all day and now for the last couple of hours on and off it has been raining. The day had nothing fun except the book I'm writing. Other than that I'm bored and have nothing to do. Except play on Big Fish that has been my day. And school which is awesome mom is back. Dad is gone. He left for Afghanistan. He is now in danger and there is nothing we can do about it. This will be the most stressful year of my life.







Dad. Be careful I love you be safe. I love you and I don't know what to say I love and miss you.

11-7-11

Today has been hurtful. Mom lost the twin's today. Mom had grandma tell us when she went to the local lake. I asked if grandpa knew and grandma said yes. I went to his room and hugged him. Then cried on him. He made a joke to lighted the mood. Boo even cried. When mom came home from the doctor appointment and did not even say hi I knew. I told grandma mom was home and she asked me to get her. I told her I thought she was busy. Grandma asked if mom was crying I said I did not know. Mom called the phone a few minuets later and asked grandma if see could talk. Grandma went up to see what was going on and when she came back she told us the bad news.


But to get off the subject.....  Last night was so cute. I got to bed a little late. I was in the bathroom when boo went to bed. She has this thing. She ALWAYS gets the LAST hug from mom. Well I got it last night. I walked in the bedroom to a puppy dog lip. I asked what was the matter and she said. I was suppose to get the last hug. Faith said she would give her the last hug to her and boo said. My mommy's hugs are special! So she hugged her pillow kissed it like 15 times. It was so cute.

 Dad I love you today was the worst day of all times. If you were here it might have hurt less I miss you dad.

Mom I love you. I cant say things will get better. But I can say I'm here for you if you need anything. Love you best mom ever.           

11-6-11

Dad thinking of you today. I have been thinking of you all day. When I was Writing my book I started thinking about the time we went to Holiday world. That was the best time I have ever had. I love and miss even the simple thing's. Like playing Frisbee and you playing around picking us up. It was funny the time you picked Faith up and she screamed in your ear.

 Faith did the unthinkable. The day we went to grandpa's doctor appointment we seen the arch. Well Faith is scared to death of heights and she WANTED to go ALL the way to the TOP ! We didn't get a chance to go up but we got lot's of pic's. They have this western museum and we went in there. It was AWESOME! We are part Indian so it was cool to see some cool fact's about them!   Well that's all for now.


Love you dad! Miss you thinking of you!  Be careful!                                           Love your daughter Lea.